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Troy Dunn – The Locator Is Now On WE Channel
Troy Dunn – The Locator
Callers and visitors to our web site have been saying that Troy Dunn – The Locator was on Dr. Phil yesterday.
Troy Dunn – The Locator has been in the business of reuniting birth parents and adoptee (s) for about twenty years. As a matter of fact, he helped his own mom, Katie Dunn an adoptee, find her birth mother. What could be better than that?
After helping his mom find her birth mother, Troy Dunn decided to dedicate his time, his resources and his life to reuniting birth family members all over the world. Even Troy’s mother is now an adoption search specialist! According to Troy, he has helped reunite thousands of families! Literally millions of people have witnessed Troy Dunn conduct reunions between birth parents and adopees on TV.
Troy Dunn has a new adoption reunion show–The Locator–on the WE Channel which premiered Sept. 6, 2008. You can catch it on Saturday evenings 9:00 PM Eastern Time / 8:00 PM Central. If you missed the first couple of episodes, you have a good chance of catching reruns on WE. Are we starting to sound like a commercial here? 
Our company founder Dave Betz and his Research Staff are also dedicated to reuniting birth parents and adoptees all over the world. We love what we do and truly appreciate the unique position we are in to help so many people. OmniTrace currently conducts more searches, reunites more birth parents and adoptees, and has a greater success rate than any other search firm in the USA. So, if you can’t get your search done on TV, give us a holler! 
Toll Free Number – 888-965-6696 or email us at: info@omnitrace.com
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my story is like so many others,
I have 2 sisters that were adopted out 53 years ago through private lawyers.our mother was young and widowed by time she was 19. and was a very passive person allowing others to dictate her life,When I was born my mother was only 17 and put into a girls home for unwed mothers, and was raised by my maternal grand mother. I am the oldest, and have searched for my sisters for over 30 years.unfortunatly i cannot afford the price I was quoted to make a search. please help i have some details, birthdays, birth names, and where they were born.
Hello, my name is Cathy Collinson. I am trying to locate my husbands’ 2 grown daughters. His name is Joseph Collinson and he was married to their mother for almost 17 or 18 years. He was in the Air Force and stationed all over, but the main place was Las Vegas, NV (he was at Nellis AFB then). He was then sent to Moody AFB in Georgia, where he retired. His wife wanted to go back to Las Vegas, he wanted to raise the family in a quiet, peaceful rural area, she left and took the girls with her. He heard from them a couple times after that, but then his she changed her phone number and started sending the mail back unopened. The oldest is Sheila Kay Collinson, d/o/b 11/19 or 21/1978. She married Gilberto Hernandez in 1998 or 99. I think they still live in Las Vegas. Tammy Michelle was born 2 years later, Nov. either 19 or 21. I haven’t been able to find any trace of her. I have their soc sec numbers and some old photos. Their mother is Eddie Laura Collinson, and they have an older brother named Wendell (my husband adopted him, his last name is also Collinson). We just want to find out if they are okay and MAYBE form a relationship with them, IF THEY WANT TO. Please help us. Thank you and God bless.
Tammy Collinson
Tammy M Collinson
Tammy Michelle Collinson
29
28
Las Vegas, NV
Eddy Laura Collinson
Wendell C Collinson
Wenell Collinson
listed in search records as having gone to
Rancho High School
also listed on Classmates.com
This was posted online as it is the same area
could be Wendell.
Teresa Boydston and Wendell Collinson, girl
b. Dec. 3, 1998 in LVN
My step mom was adopted as a baby and has always wanted to find her parents. She says she doesn’t have time and money to hire someone to find them but i think its just fear. She says when she is more settled she will find them. But i don’t want this time to keep going just in case something happens to her birth parents and she won’t have the chance to ever meet them or find out if she has brothers and sisters. Her adopted parents are almost 90 and my step mom is only 41 and an only child. My step mom has 1 child thats 11 and also wants to know who his grandparents are. What can i do? I would really need your help. She hates knowing once her adopted parents die she will be alone with no extended family. She has non. Please help me, i really want to do this for her.
thank you
-Devynne.
Hey Troy my name is Brandon. I just wanted to say i watch your show all the time. And i think its a great thing what your doing. By helping people find somebody they’re looking for. So keep up the great job you are doing. I know if i ever want to find somebody. I will contact you. Cause i know you would be the person for the job.
my name monique jones i am looking 4 my husband charles m jones.he a aries born 1971. we have children that truly need him.he was last seen 4/11/2007.please if anyone out there knows anything please contact me.thank u god bless
my name monique jones i am looking 4 my husband charles m jones.he a aries born 1971. we have children that truly need him.he was last seen 4/11/2007.please if anyone out there knows anything please contact me.thank u god bless.
i hope that you find him, i am praying for you
i am looking for my son, who was born, nov 4th 1992 in sarasota fl, he was born in sarasota memorial hospital, his doctors name was dr.meyer, he was born 11′14am. i gave my son up because i couldnt care for him, i had been an abused wife for a long time, i wasnt emotionally fit to take crae of him, because i couldnt take care of myself, i wanted the best for him, and until i got help for myself, which i knew would take a long time, i wanted him to have a happy home, i spent the three days in the hospital with him and said my goodbye, but never a day goes by that i dont ache for him, i didnt want him to be in a abusive situation, i loved him too much, my name for him at the hospital was johnathan edward shlezinger, i am also on the adoption registtry under his name . he just turned 17, and i am hoping that he is looking for me, i dont have money for a investigator, and i am a single parent, he has three sisters, also, maybe you can help me, i pray every day that one day i will get to meet my son, and tell him why and that how much i have loved him, it tore me apart to give him up, but as much as i loved him, my mental state was not enough to be a mom to him, i wnated the best for him
I wasn’t adopted however I might as well have been. My parents were together for a short period of time and with that short relationship my mother became pregnant with me. My father never knew anything about me. He never knew I was his. My mom came back to her hometown to raise me with her family. I’ve searched my entire life for my dad. But I only know a few things about him. Someone once told me that my search was hopeless without a social security number. All I know is my fathers name and that he was lasted stationed at Fort Polk Louisiana in the United Sates Army. I know that my situation is unlike that of a child who was adopted but I know what it’s like to search forever and not find any hope. So I’m thankful that you have been able to find many birth parents for all these wonderful people. Keep up the good work!
Hi Brittany. Please send us your father’s name and we’ll have a look for you. Also, let us know how old you think he is and when he was stationed at Fort Polk.
You can email the information to me at danabetz@omnitrace.com
Best regards,
Dana Betz
Well I’m looking for my dad I have been for many years. I had an ok life the man I thought was my father was not which is ok he was just not a nice man he was a child molester. I did not find out that this man who did this to was not my real dad till I was 12. I was shocked and hurt, but just really wanted to find my real father, so I was hoping you could help me I have his name where he went to college and how old he is. I just wonder if he thinks of me cause I do of him each and every day. I just want him to know I’m ok and I have 2 beautiful daughter. Thanks for all you do
Denese
Hello,
My name is Timothy Aguilar I am 22 yrs old and have never met talked to or even seen my dad. I just recently found a letter from him to my g ma back in 1985 that has a lot of useful information such as name ssn he was in the military, where he is from and his dob…. someone plz help I can be reached via e mail at timbruski@gmail.com
Hi Timothy,
My dad was in the military too. This website may be able to help you. I found all my dad’s and mom’s military records and it gave me my dad’s ssn, I still haven’t had much luck finding him, but I won’t give up.
http://www.archives.gov/st-louis/military-personnel
Because you have his social security number, it will make it easier to look him up. I am going to email this information to you also. Good Luck!!
I AM LOOKING FOR MY BIRTH PARENTS AS I WAS ADOPTED 42 YEARS AGO. I WAS BORN 06/14/1967 IN RICHMOND VIRGINIA AND MOVED TO GREENSBORO CHILDRENS HOME SOCIETY AT 6 WEEKS OLD. MY ADOPTIVE PARENTS ARE CHARLIE AND MAVIS ARMSTRONG FROM WHITAKERS, NC. I LOVE THEM DEARLY BUT HAVE MEDICAL PROBLEMS THAT MAY BENEFIT FROM KNOWING MY BIRTH PARENTS MEDICAL HISTORIES. I HAVE 2 TEENAGE DAUGHTERS WHO WOULD ALSO BENEFIT FROM THE MEDICAL INFORMATION. I AM CURRENTLY MARRIED BUT OUT OF WORK AND DO NOT HAVE THE FINANCIAL RESOURCES TO PAY AN EXORBITANT FEE FOR SEARCHING FOR THEM. I AM NOT ABLE TO GET ANY INFORMATION FROM THE CHILDRENS HOME SOCIETY OF NC WITHOUT PAYING $5000.00. CAN YOU OFFER ME ANY SUGGESTIONS AS TO HOW TO POSSIBLY SEARCH FOR MY TRUE RELATIVES WITHOUT THE SEVERE EXPENSE? THANKS FOR YOUR HELP.
Does this really work or what I have put 2 differnt request on here trying to get hell finding my really dad I really do not have the money to put out. But if anyone could help me that would great. I have ever little infromation about him. I have his name age and where he went to college.
troy, please help me find my sister. my dad has been wanting to find her ever science i waz born and that was 11 years ago. my dad is 66 years old and all my sisters r older then me by 40. i really want to do this 4 him please email me.=<
lookin for birth sister she was born in Bluffton In. 5-29-1964 adopted 5-30-1964 Mothers name was Norma Jeane Wilson she lived in Huntington In. I’m 50 years young,have been looking for her since i was 10 with no luck please help
also forgot to add mother passed 1992,registered with mary thurman at Indianaplis, IN.adoptee registery(Gen).she had me contact Wells county DHS (WENDY)said all records got sent to DHS main office in Indianaplis,I have a lady there tryn to help.
Looking for son given up born May 16,1984 in Columbus, GA, Fort Benning, born in Martin Army Hospital. At the time of his birth he had a brother and sister now a younger sister.
Does anyone know of a website where the biological mother can put in a date that would match if a child put in the same date? Seems like there must be an easier way for parents and children to find each other. Everyone has a birth date and usually a birth place. I’m trying to help two people – girl born July 17, 1963 and boy born September 16, 1967. Both born in Manhattan at Doctors Hospital. Adopted into the same family. Can anyone find a match?
I need to know my sisters an borthers i love them an dont even know them so can u help me an my baby kaylon find them.
Looking for my brother who was adopted at birth.I have his birth cert..,when and where he was born and location of the family who adopted him. Ive asked my mother many times and she has tried to get as much info as possable from her sister who helped in the adoption. I have many brothers and sisters many from different men and have found one of the two missing brothers. Any help would be greatly apperaciated…
For years I was told that one man was my dad …then I got married and had to have a new SS card and there was a mans name on there I didn’t know..so I asked my mom who this man was and she ask me when did I get that name from….I then told her and that is when she told me that he was my father….for 20 years I thought someone else was my dad and then to find out it is someone else hurt so bad cuz everything I knew was not true….the brothers I thought was full brothers where not and I felt so alone…so I have been looking for this man and his twin brother now for 20 years and I run in to dead ends ….at this time in my life I need to find my dad and his brother but I don’t know what to do anymore….I have been sick and I feel I need to find them …if you can tell me what I could do that would help thank you
Looking for my husbands father. From the beging he has been told that he belongs to this man. We found out last Friday that this man of 35 years is not his dad..threw a DNA test. To his mother shock..she finally told us the other mans name that she had been with. I have been on the computer and phone all weekend. And I have come up with nothing. She remembers his name and the town where they meet. My husband is very hurt. He wont even talk to his mom. I think if we found this man. It would mend and heal thier relationship. Also I think this man deserves to know he has a son. Please help me find him!
hi my birth mother and birth father split up when my mom was pregnant, here i am 32 years later and i have not yet met my biological father..i have a step dad whom has been a very good father but i still have this void that needs to be filled.i also have 3 step sisters from this man that i have never met..i know my bio dads full name but not much else. im married now with 2 kids of my own and would like to meet my estranged family.. please help
sorry forgot to add names.. my bio dad is gerald lee biggs,his wife is shelly and i know 2 of my sisters names are tara biggs and shannon biggs, not sure of birthdates but the last known town and state is apache junction or mesa arizona.
I just want to say Thank you to OmniTrace….2 years ago I contacted them to help us find my boyfriends birth family….well it took them less than 1 month to find them and we now talk regularly and spent a week with them……Thank youy again for all that you do!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DECEMBER 1, 1984 KNOXVILLE, TN
My daughter was born at St. Mary’s Medical Center on Saturday.. December 1, 1984 @ 7:41 pm. 8lbs 22in
Kathy Ann Wilson was the alias my parents had me registered under and I’m starting to think that maybe my daughter has never found me on all the bagillion sites I’m registered on is because that name might have ended up on the birth certificate which I have no copy of. Yes.. I’ve sent the information to Nashville and getting my end done. I swear upon all that’s good and Holy though that yesterday when I talked to this girl from Nashville DCS she made it sound as if my daughter SHOULD be looking under the alias rather than Kellie Walls Sharpe which is my name,maiden,married names.
I guess my question is.. can they really put a fake name on a birth certificate.. even if it is for an adoption?
Can somebody please answer that?.. thanks!
The people who adopt a baby can get a birth certificate with the baby’s new name on it and list the adoptive parents as the parents. It’s not a real birth certificate if you ask me. It seems like everyone should have the original birth certificate with the birth parents names listed on it. Otherwise it seems fake. No wonder people can’t find each other. There are some states opening up adoption records now so please check that out.
Yes, they can use a fake name on a birth certificate, we were looking for fake names for 20 years, but finally we found the birth mother. She wouldn’t tell us the father’s name so we have had DNA done and will have those results shortly.
cj
My name is Suzi Bustamantez. I was born June 7, 1983 in Kansas City, Missouri I am trying to locate my birth mom or any birth relative. I was placed for adoption at Highlands Child Placement Services and at 8 weeks old I was adopted by a good Christian Family. I was only given non identifying about my birth parents. My birth mom was 19 at the time she gave birth to me. She had Reddish blonde hair, blue green eyes, 5′4″, 130 lbs, Irish descent, Fair complexion, considered herself to be catholic her mother had red hair. The birth father was 21 at the time of birth, blue eyes, light brown hair, 5′10″, German Descent, medium complexion, Catholic.
A retired Police Officer gave me a surname of Hughes from a Kansas City, Missouri birth index and that’s the only other possible thing I know but that isn’t a definite last name for sure. I have registered with all the registries nothing has come up. I just want my birth mom to know there are no hard feelings. I have come to know how hard it was for mothers to give up their children and some of the situations they have had it I am no longer mad about it but eager to learn more about you and my back ground. If you are out there please write me.
Sincerely,
Suzanne
Hello my name is Gloria Kelley and I want to find my twins father he has been absent from there lives for 32 yrs now I have searched but keep coming up with nothing being sent on a wild goose chase it seems I think the boys should know him if possibles before he ages any more .His name is Michael a Schwartz 61 and from the Pa ,ohio, Wv border,but moves around I guess.Can someone help me!!
I was adopted in the state of KY in 1958. I know that I was born in Covington, KY at William Booth Memorial Hospita on October 3, 1956 at around 10:30 a.m. I required medical attention because of a hip that was not properly developed and required traction for six months. The name that appears on the summons for my adoption is Elizabeth Mary Lockhart. I think I may have been in foster care around my first birthday because of pictures my Mother has.
I have always wondered who I look like and act like, but never thought there would be a chance to find out.
looking for birth parents.camden NJ
The isn’t a TV stunt.. I don’t care if I make it on your show or not.. yeah I’d do it.. I’ll do anything at this point but, I JUST NEED TO FIND MY DAUGHTER. I got pregnant when I was in high school and my parents would not let me keep her. I had no decision in the matter and I didn’t have other family (i.e. grandparents or aunts & uncles) to go stay with to be able to keep her. When I told my parents the first thing my Dad did was go get his gun and he threatened to “kill two birds with one stone” right then and there. Instead he went and shot at my daughter’s Dad while he was sitting in his car after getting home from work that day. The sold our house and moved us 2 hours away. I was a junior and had gone to school with these kids my entire life but, that didn’t matter to them. I wasn’t allowed to leave my house from the day I told them till the day after I had her. I couldn’t even go to the mailbox or sit on the porch. I sat in the house and watched TV and cleaned house for 4 1/2 months. I WAS allowed to go to my doctor appts. I am a mother of 3 boys now ages 9, 17, & 18 and they want to see their sister almost as bad as me. ALMOST. I just can’t leave this world without telling her that I wanted her.. that I love her…and that leaving her at that hospital was no easier for me than if I’d had to leave one of my sons. I would have been just as good of a mother to her as I have been to my boys. I came from a mentally and sexually abusive home as in all day every day it was bad. I realize that even if they’d let me keep her she would have been just as if not more abused so that was probably lucky for her. I just have this place inside of me that always always has something missing. When I walk through the house at night making sure everybody is asleep and safe I can’t get rid of that empty feeling.. something is always missing. You know how some people were born to do certain things in life? well, I was born to be a mother..period. I know there are girls who actually make the choice to give up their babies…I’m just not one of them. I’ve watched almost every episode of your show and until this past Wednesday (3/3/2010) I never saw a case as hopeless as mine.. where the birth mother knew nothing at all…but your found that ladies daughter and if you can find hers then you can find mine because her adoption was just as closed and mysterious as mine was. I can tell you these facts. She was born on 12/1/84.. St. Mary’s Hospital in Knoxville, TN at 7:41 pm. She was 8 pounds even and 22 inches long. When my mother left the hospital that night I called down to the nursery and made them bring her to me so I HAVE held her. I sat there and held her for 2 hours apologizing, counting fingers and toes, and I even got to change her diaper. Yall please listen to this one.. I’m not looking to take anything away from the people who raised her.. I just need to know that she’s okay.. nothing else. Sure I’d love to have a relationship with her.. heck, for all I know I’m a grandmother now..But, I just need to know that she’s okay.. that she’s been happy, that nobody has ever done the disgusting things to her that were done to me by my father, my brother, and even one of my own sisters. I need to know she’s happy and I just really really need for her to know that I didn’t want to do it.. I swear to God I had no choice.
Please TV or not.. I don’t care about being on the show. OR if you could just please give me some kind of advice on how to find her myself. I work all the adoption sites & have profiles on every single one I know of. I even post that I’m looking for my daughter along with her birth date on my facebook several times PER DAY.
Anything.. ANY KIND of information would help.
P L E A S E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi my names Hannah I have an aunt named Elizabeth Thomas that I have never met in my life I have been looking for her for years an the last I knew she was living in Ohio and she has a daughter named Brandice Thomas and her Husband is James Thomas and I know shes in her 50’s. I also have been looking for my uncle Patrick Holland that’s in his 40’s and I don’t know anything about him except that and Elizabeth and Patrick are brother and sister. I have never met any of my moms side of the family I have found my twin brothers and my grandpa,but I can’t find my aunt and uncle. If you could help me find them would deeply appreciate it
Since writing my previous post I have found my birth mother and her parents. I was told my birth dad’s name and in search of him now. Have not talked to my birth mom yet but we know for sure we have found the right person. So I am no longer searching thank you to all who read my post! God bless all of you on your searches and never give up the faith!!!
Suzi
For years since my daughter’s father was killed riding a motorcycle (1974)I have been trying to get his mother Frances to give his other daughter Kim my address so she can be united with her half-sister Sheila. Kim I believe lives in the San Jose California area and is married with children. My daughter’s father was Ernie Rose, a deputy sheriff in San Jose. If anyone knows of her and how to contact her, please let me know………..her half sister really wants to meet her. Thanks so much.
Hi My name is Jennifer and I am trying to locate my grandfather…he is the brother my grandma Louise. According to the stories that I have heard bout grandpa Eugene Chatto..he might have been born in mid to late 1930s. he served in the military WW2 i believe. I was wondering if anyone will help me locate him. He is native american (Navajo). Back then I think they use Cousins, NM as hometown.
Jennifer, There is a Eugene Chatto listed on Facebook. He looks Navajo. He could be the son of your grandfather. You might send him a message and ask. If you haven’t joined Facebook it’s free to join. I believe this Eugene Chatto lives in Winslow, AZ. You might try the white pages to call him. He’s too young to be your grandfather but he sure might know something. Good luck. Gloria
Nice research Gloria. We hope your lead works out for Jennifer.
Best regards,
Dana Betz
http://www.OmniTrace.com
I am still trying to find the birth mother for a friend of mine. She was named Susan Lynn DiVito by her birth mother but her name was changed by the adoptive parents. She was born in Manhattan at Doctors Hospital in July, 1963. It’s possible the birth mother doesn’t want to be found because of circumstances. I suspect she would be in her 70’s now. Thank you.
My name is Rebecca. I was born June 7, 1980. My father’s name was Denis Caruso Regudon, but before I was born he had his name legally changed to Beck Regudon, dropping both his first and middle birth names as a result of his hatred for his father. I have not seen him or heard from him since 1983, when he and my mother divorced. The divorce was a result of child abuse on myself and my younger brother. I need to know if I have any other brothers, or sisters. I know I have an older half brother, Paul Richard, who last I heard was living in Montana. My mother had an open Child support case regarding my father until about 2006. My mother received a letter from the California Child support recovery department, stating that the case was being closed due to them learning he had passed. The last time I heard anything about him, he had remarried, to a woman named Collette, I believe. I have tried repeatedly over the last 12 years to find out if I indeed have any other siblings. Is there any way I can get some REAL help, for free???
I gave birth to a child on August 2, 1966. I saw Troy on Oprah’s program today and thought I might inquire about what it costs to go through your program. I have a great deal of information about the child that I received form the State of California. I know the parents’ birth dates but no names. My adopted child’s adoptive father was Russian, an only child, and worked for IBM for years, I presume in San Jose, CA. The mother was Mexican heritage with a large extended family and was a homemaker. There was a boy child adopted by them also in 1964. I named my daughter Alice Moreno (the last name was changed on her birth certificate by the nuns, I presume, or because they misinterpreted it, to Marina). I do not want this put on my google page, if possible. I had that happen at one point and it also went into my family’s google pages, so I hope to avoid that this time.
Hello my name is Krystal. I was born on January 7th 1978 at Wilson Memorial Hospital in Johnson City NY. I was adopted when I was 4 years old. I have tried to get medical information and everythign to find my birth parents but nothing ever works. I always feel as if things are getting pushed under a rug. I have no names as far as my bio parents go. The medical info i do have just says that my mother had mental problems, and there is nothing when it comes to my father.
I do know that my mother was 19 when she had me I also knwo that my father was a guitar player and my mother would take me to the bars to listen to him play when i was only days old until i got deathly ill and was placed back in the hospital where she then signed off on me and gave me up. I have questions that I need answered and I woudl love to meet my mother and father, and let them know that I had a good life and that i have 3 beautiful children of my own. Some one help me please. I am tired of crying on mothers day and my birthday I am tired or being upset for all major holidays becasue I feel as if a part of me is missing and I truley dont know who i am . PLease help! I have not alot of money but jsut need some closure if any one could help I woudl be in dept to you for the rest of my life
Randy has had 15 surgerys since 2004, he is getting ready for another major surgery, and has had a heavy heart about it. It is important to him to find his father, although he rarley speaks of him every fathers day I see the pain in his eyes. Randy is 34 years old and sick beyond his years. We have one child together and I have two of my own that he has raised since the oldest was 3 and my youngest was 1. He has always told me how important it was for him to be their father because he never had one. He was taken by social services from his biological mother when he was 6mos old. He was raised by other family members, and has always had unanswered questions reguarding his father. If any one can help me locate his father I know the hole in Randys heart would be filled.
Sincerly,
Yolanda
Hello, my name is April Murray, I am 21 yrs old and I was born at cape regional hospital in cape may court house, new jersey and I am please asking to find my family. When I was two years old I was adopted into the Murray family and love them to death but when I turned 15 my life began to break. I felt as if I was standing on my own. My foster/ adoptive mother no longer gave me the love I needed. I am now 21 living on my own and recently lost my 6th baby and when someone loses something close there’s a hole in thier heart forever. When I was growing up I always felt as if maybe there’s someone out there who can fill those holes for me and be there at my most needy times. There is a part of me that wants to know why
Did I so something wrong 
Was I mistake 
Was I even wanted 
Was I ever loved 
I really would like to know. Everyone wants to have a family who loves and cares for them but also to find the missing pieces as Troy says you can’t find peace until you find all the pieces. I don’t have to get on tv just as long as I find the help and get my life on track. I would love to know my background, my familys history, where I came from. I can’t go on with life trying to find out who I am. I have tried so many options and noone ever gets back to me. The hospital I was born says they can’t give the records out and I honestly don’t know what else or who else to go to. I have no money and recently wasted 3,000 dollars for nothing. That’s why I ask of you, please read my story and fill the holes in my heart please. God bless all of you thank you.